Was listening to the album; some night by fun. I must confess it is an excellent piece of work with deep and very unsual lyrical delivery that brings about bleakness and euphoric feeling at the same time, then the news filtered in.. Goldie is dead.
At first I reacted to it like the usual rumour that are occassionally peddled around about celebs, but unlike a rumour there is something to this that I can't just shake off or pinpoint after series of forth and back pinging to confirm the news. News confirmed,my soul broke. I don't know her personally but series of questions set my mind into chaos about life, our existence and it's purpose. The bible talked about different seasons; time to sow and reap, time to cry and laugh, time of conception and death and series of other things that will forever remian mystery to men.
I realised life is short, no matter how long we've lived, living as if we'll take our last breath today and living life to affect lives positively gives fulfillment whenever our last breath is taken.
Goldie harvey was a great entertainer, now she won't get married , become fat, have kids nor suffer broken marriage like most celebs. Goldie's death showed me how vulnerable I am, as am no longer hard core as I use to be cos I felt something i've never felt even when I lost some friends and I can't explain it. Her death made the nite of feb. 14th 2013 some night to remember.
R.I.P Goldie Harvey
ff. @ al_razz
Friday, 15 February 2013
Wednesday, 6 February 2013
GREAT DAY
There are good and bad days.....,
The sunrays shines in through your blinds,
Opening your eye then blinking them, like you are bout to be blind.
Corner of your mouth creases into a smile,
You are just feeling like u want to fly,
Infact at that moment u believe you can fly,
U know beyond conviction that day is a good day, wallahi.
This morning feeling thesame,
Reminiscing to back in the days ,
Days I could run the length of my streets with my d**k feeling no shame,
When in life I don't see grey shades,
Infact all I see is gay faces,
all I do is eat the cake,
And shit like damn it feels great,
Cos it tastes great the dough,
Not knowing t'was sweat drops that sweetened it though.
My vision was clouded by lots of love and trusts,
Couldn't read between the lines much,
Always looking forward to growing up,
Only I f I knew t'was a setup,
Cos now inbetween thos lines I see all,
My vision is like a 1000 mega pixel samsung,
Couldn't read between the lines,
Now I see beyond the lines,
I can see farther than the skies,
Hmm... Today is a great day, am going to fly.
ff @ al_razz
The sunrays shines in through your blinds,
Opening your eye then blinking them, like you are bout to be blind.
Corner of your mouth creases into a smile,
You are just feeling like u want to fly,
Infact at that moment u believe you can fly,
U know beyond conviction that day is a good day, wallahi.
This morning feeling thesame,
Reminiscing to back in the days ,
Days I could run the length of my streets with my d**k feeling no shame,
When in life I don't see grey shades,
Infact all I see is gay faces,
all I do is eat the cake,
And shit like damn it feels great,
Cos it tastes great the dough,
Not knowing t'was sweat drops that sweetened it though.
My vision was clouded by lots of love and trusts,
Couldn't read between the lines much,
Always looking forward to growing up,
Only I f I knew t'was a setup,
Cos now inbetween thos lines I see all,
My vision is like a 1000 mega pixel samsung,
Couldn't read between the lines,
Now I see beyond the lines,
I can see farther than the skies,
Hmm... Today is a great day, am going to fly.
ff @ al_razz
FRIEND TILL THE END
Even when your suit no longer suits
When those shorts become too short;
Even when that gown wears a frown
And those pants flee the ground;
Even when that skirt looks more adorable in dirt
And that blouse attracts no spouse;
Even when emptiness bore holes deep into your pockets
And hunger tries to un plug those eyes from their sockets;
Even when you can't gift me the latest trend
...Without a dime to spare nor spend
You'll forever be where my heart tends
And
I'll remain
A FRIEND TILL THE END
ff @mztr_chukwu & al_razz
When those shorts become too short;
Even when that gown wears a frown
And those pants flee the ground;
Even when that skirt looks more adorable in dirt
And that blouse attracts no spouse;
Even when emptiness bore holes deep into your pockets
And hunger tries to un plug those eyes from their sockets;
Even when you can't gift me the latest trend
...Without a dime to spare nor spend
You'll forever be where my heart tends
And
I'll remain
A FRIEND TILL THE END
ff @mztr_chukwu & al_razz
DREAMS ARE MIDGET
Today as expected started out as a boring, uneventful day as my typical day has being lately. I place hope in nothing and nobody so am not looking forward to anything either.
My friend with benefit refused picking my calls, maybe she realised she can't continue being just friends with benefit or she suddenly realised am the jobless, poor guy who don't fit into her class any longer or she figured I can longer meet her needs, so I resort to my fate. Banjo happened, everything changed, bottle of red wine brought out the good taste in the day plus there's a lot to gist about.
Just like that, a twist of fate , slipt seconds and I realised there is a lot to be hopeful for in life and suddenly I started looking forward to lots of things, like making it big and being successful, living the dream and affecting the life of others. Having my own crib, cars and making the woman I love scream in the bedroom while our parents 'll be hailing behind the curtain and of course my kids.
Life is too short to unhappy and be bored, there is a lot to be hopeful for, even though reality is making face and dreams are looking tall. Reality is just a bitch fuck it and dreams turned nightmares that keeps you awake, you realise is just a midget afterall. By God's grace, insha Allah we'll make it. peace
ff @al_razzb
My friend with benefit refused picking my calls, maybe she realised she can't continue being just friends with benefit or she suddenly realised am the jobless, poor guy who don't fit into her class any longer or she figured I can longer meet her needs, so I resort to my fate. Banjo happened, everything changed, bottle of red wine brought out the good taste in the day plus there's a lot to gist about.
Just like that, a twist of fate , slipt seconds and I realised there is a lot to be hopeful for in life and suddenly I started looking forward to lots of things, like making it big and being successful, living the dream and affecting the life of others. Having my own crib, cars and making the woman I love scream in the bedroom while our parents 'll be hailing behind the curtain and of course my kids.
Life is too short to unhappy and be bored, there is a lot to be hopeful for, even though reality is making face and dreams are looking tall. Reality is just a bitch fuck it and dreams turned nightmares that keeps you awake, you realise is just a midget afterall. By God's grace, insha Allah we'll make it. peace
ff @al_razzb
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